God knows how Job has lived
1Job said:
‘I said to myself: I must never
look at a young girl and desire her.
2How will God reward me if I do that?
The Almighty God in heaven
will not reward me or give me something good.
3I want God to punish bad people,
because people who do bad things must suffer.
4God knows how I have lived,
and He knows everything that I have done.
5I was not false and hypocritical.
6If God tests me, He will see
that I have done nothing wrong.
7I have not stopped
doing what is right,
and I have never desired to take anything
from other people that I wanted to have.
My hands are pure.
8If my hands have been impure,
then other people must eat
the wheat that I have sown,
and they must pull out the plants
that I have planted.
9I did not desire the wife of another man.
I did not wait to go and sleep with her secretly.
10If I did, then my wife must go
and serve another man
and he can have sex with her,
11because then I have done
something shameful and very wrong
and I want God to punish me.
12Adultery would be like a fire
that would burn and destroy me.
13If I have been unfair
to my slave or slave woman
when they complained against me,
14what will I do when God judges me?
What will I say to Him when
He asks me to explain what I have done?
I will not be able to answer Him.
15He made my slaves and me.
It is the same God who made us.
16When poor people wanted something,
I have never said no,
and I have never sent a widow away hungry.
17I have not eaten my food alone.
I always gave some of it to orphans.
18Since I was young,
I have been like a father to orphans
and have always helped widows.
19When I saw poor people with no clothes
or nothing to cover them
when they went to sleep,
20I gave them clothes
made of the wool of my sheep
and they thanked me.
21I have never hurt an orphan
with my fist,
even when I knew that I would win
against him in court at the gate.
22If I have hurt an orphan,
then someone must come
and break my arms and
pull them out of my shoulders.
23I was afraid that God would punish me,
and I was afraid to stand in front of Him,
the King, and that is why I could not
do something bad like that.
24I have never trusted money
or gold to get a good life.
25I was never proud when
I was rich and owned a lot of things.
26I have never worshipped
the bright sun or the beautiful moon.
27I have never been seduced
to blow kisses to the sun or moon
or to serve them when no one was looking.
28If I have done that,
then I have sinned
and I would have asked God to punish me
because then I would have been false to Him.
29I have never been happy
when my enemies have fallen down
or laughed when they have had trouble.
30I have not sinned by cursing those people.
31The people who came into my house
never went away hungry.
32I did not let strangers sleep outside.
I opened my door to people
who walked past my house.
33I have not tried to hide my sins
like other people do,
so that only I knew about them.
34I was not afraid of
what people would say about me,
and I was not afraid that other families
would accuse me.
I did not keep quiet
and stay inside my house.
35I wish that someone would listen to me.
I will sign my name here and promise
that I am speaking the truth.
I want the Almighty God to answer me.
The person who wants to accuse me
must write down what I have done wrong.
36I will show everything
that he has written to everyone.
I will carry it on my shoulders
and on my head.
37I will explain everything that I have done,
and I will stand in front of that person
like a leader who is not afraid of anything.
38I have worked in the ground and ploughed,
but I had to pay for the wheat that I harvested.
39The land belonged to other people,
but I have paid them and
I did not oppress the people
who worked hard on the land.
40If I had done wrong to them,
then thorns and weeds
would have grown
and not wheat or barley.’
Then Job had finished saying what he wanted to say.